oh man! i shopped again today! haiz went out wif ain n kisha to get non's bday gifts..we are goin to send a parcel to melbourne which contains all her bday gifts..cool huh? i bought her an alarm clock where we can record our own sounds n make it as the alarm sound..then kish bought her a compact mirror which looks really nice..i wanna get one for myself..hehe but its twenty five bucks seh..quite ex for a small mirror i must say..but its very unique..ain havent find anything nice to get for non yet..
after we had our late lunch at marina, we headed to town since i wanna go to topshop..got myself the white top which was ruined the last time..used up the voucher which non gave me for my bday last time..then headed to zara..i bought a lime green top..the colour which i've been looking for so long..at last, i got it..got myself a cropped cardigan fr zara too..was close to buying a cudroy pants also but come to think of it, i shld stop spending like mad already..thank god i came back to my senses..haha
after we finished shopping n our legs already aching, we went to breeks to haf our dinner..a moment of relaxation for me cos i was complaining to them that my feet were already killing me..got hm feeling really lethargic
seriously, i havent been spending like dis for such a long time already..dis wk alone, i spent like close to two hundred bucks..looking at the money left in my bank, i shld really curb my spending habits
feeling kinda down also actually..like i said before, this is wat i call retail therapy..i shop n spend in order to forget abt wats bothering me..thanks to my gfs who had been such great company wen im being neglected by my own bf..he noes dat i felt that way but he's nt doin anything to improve it..as much as i wanna be an understanding gf, i cant possibly be 'ok' wen i feel that im nt given much attn esp these few days..im aware that he's bz wif work n family stuff but i dun think its fair to just push me aside and deal with every other matters except me..well the more i think of it, the more depressing it gets..guess its better to leave it as it is
im sori if i turn out to be less understanding than u expected..but i did try my best..the rest is up to u to sort out..its tiring to feel depressed abt the same old thing.period.
~flew by @ 11:47 PM
